well since, i've been to martha's vineyard and back. woo hoo. that was a fun trip. all we really did was hang out, drink, go to the beach, eat. basically i was completely off program. eating chips right out of the bag. and the bad ones of all things. and i know that sounds kinda odd... but eating out of the bag is one of those things i can't control. i always end up eating a helluva lot more when i do that rather than when i get some on my own plate, eat it... and when that's done, i'm done. eating out of the bag is so much harder to stop. so anyway... i also drank a lot... and didn't exercise much. blah! i did walk along the beach while i was there, though. but it was so rocky. i ended up stubbing the toe on my right foot... the one next to my pinky. and i stubbed it so hard, that my nail on that toe split in half. talk about pain. and not only pain... but a look and thought that i can't handle. sure.. i can give blood with the rest of them... needles don't bother me... but you slice my nail and half... i can barely even take it. but i'm alright with it now.

the rest of martha's vineyard was really relaxing. sitting around drinking and catching up on the lives of people that i probably should start hanging out with. heh. i talked about weightloss a lot. i feel like that's my "thing". which is fine. cause i like talking about it, but sometimes i just feel like i talk about it too much. so it's almost as though i was apologizing everytime i started talking. heh.

so speaking of weightloss... it was weigh in today. and very happily, i only gained .4!! i was thinking i was going to gain a whole 2 pounds cause i was so off program that time spent in martha's vineyard and baltimore. but happily... only .4. yippee. i don't think i've ever been so happy about gaining weight. :) well.. it's not the fact that i GAINED... it's the fact that i didn't gain as much.

today i have my cousin's wedding to go to. yippee. i'm really not that thrilled to go... but ya never know... i may really enjoy myself or something. i doubt it. it's the cousins that you never know. so... you feel so separated or something. i don't know. it's weird. like you're going to some random wedding. but ya never know. i might meet a really cute guy there... and he might want to dance with me. and then in a couple years, we'll get married!!! ha! whatever. marriage is the furthest thing from my mind.

okay, beyond that, there is really nothing else going on. just chillin'. i feel like that is all i do!