anyway, so yesterday at weight watchers i had another loss. i was expecting one... but not as much as i got. 2.4. total loss of 30. which is quite fantastic. but the sad thing is now, is that i think i might be losing the weight too fast. and i read that if you lose more than an average of 2 pounds a week, then you need to change it up. right now i'm at 2.3. i know it's got to slow down some point. so i'm not too worried. but i just want to make sure that i'm losing at a good rate. i think that this week i'm going to eat all my points. i generally gravitate toward the bottom of my range.. but this week i'm gonna eat all the points. who knows... maybe i'll have a gain. needless to say, the ladies behind the counter were quite thrilled with my weightloss. and i got 6 of those 5 pound stickers on my weighin card. they make the card look so pretty. like as though it's a scrapbook or something. it was a very small meeting... only like 25 people or so there. not too many. but it was good. i so look forward to it all the time.

oh... and i had a couple of nsv's (non scale victories for those that don't know) this weekend. not only do i fit into this sundress that i bought three years ago (and couldn't fit into two years ago), or the suit that i bought originally when i went on interviews during my senior year in college... but i also fit into the outfit that i wore for my high school graduation!!! who would have thought! woo hoo! i was thrilled.

i think i'm finally starting to realize that i've lost some room in my waist. i've been wondering where the pounds came from, because i don't notice much of a difference when i look in the mirror... but my arms don't brush against my waist when i walk anymore. now it's just purely my hips... which isn't the greatest... but at least i tackled one thing, right?

i saw alex & emma last night with my friend melissa. okay. i like kate hudson. and i like luke wilson. but this movie is something you can pass on. it's so unbelievably predictible. and not only that.. it doesn't even try NOT to be predictible. i guess it's good to just chill and watch. but you can wait til it comes out on video.

i just watched the laramie project on hbo. that was pretty good. i remember when that all happened.. back 4 and a half years ago. that was just awful. it really hit home with me because my very good friend is gay. and he was just really aggravated with it all. obviously. it's tough when you make strides to end hate... and then it gets thrown back in your face, full force. i thought the show was pretty good. it's kinda like a documentary.. but has actual actors. christina ricci, joshua jackson, and janine garofolo are all in it. i recommend it anyway.

today was such a do nothing day. it's raining. i haven't even been outside. i opened my front door at like 3 or so just to see if it was STILL raining... and surely enough... it was.

damn mother nature!