anyway, um... what can i say to you? oh, on a very good note. or at least i think so. i decided to take a short story workshop at boston center for adult education. it will be on wednesday nights 730-9 starting july 17th. or 16th... whatever that weds. is. i can't wait. i'm pretty stoked about it all. ya know? i need to get back into writing. i'm a little nervous, i hope that people aren't too advanced. but i do hope to learn from my peers. i think it will be a good time. :)

and one of the doctors at the counselling place called me back today. she left a message on my machine at work today. the only problem with this is... i don't think that she is covered under my insurance. i think it's one of her colleagues. so... who knows. and i guess the colleague doesn't have any openings anytime soon. why does this have to be so frustrating. i may just make an appointment with someone else. i have a gyno appt with a doctor involved in harvard vanguard. and supposedly they all work together. so i may just make an appt. with the counsellors there. i'll have to see how the gyno appt goes. i think i have a tough time trusting doctors. like... if there's one person that you feel like you need to trust... it should be your doctor. so we'll see. if i get a bad vibe though from the gyno chic... i'll have to look elsewhere.

so anyway, yeah... that's my schpiel. there's this guy that i met on napster way back when when sharing files was free. tom... we always stayed pretty good friends. talking about whatever. but he got really busy, and basically i didn't talk to him for a long time. but lo and behold... he's on im tonight. and he just told me that he's getting married. holy sh!t! good for him, though. he's a nice guy. i like him. we were actually at the purple shamrock the same night once. he's from vermont, but he was down visiting friends. it was actually the very first night that we started going. strange how that happens. we could even remember this same older guy that was there that night. weird how you can be so close to someone that you've talked to before, but without knowing they're there. :) congrats to him, though.

alright... that's it. that's all i have to say for tonight.