not like there are so many people that come and read my diary. but for those that do, i suppose i should update. just for you guys.

work has gotten better over the week thus far. i mean, it started off awful, but it's gotten to be okay. durable.

there's a secret that i know... that i want to share... but i can't, cause it's a secret. ugh... i'll tell you later. i guess. either that or people will find out shortly. it has it's pros and cons, definitely.

so i finally ordered the rest of my books on bn.com and they should be here shortly. thanks to the handy dandy record tracker, i know that it's in ohio. wahoo. they should be here on monday. just in time for my class to start. i feel like it's not a real class, ya know? but it is... cause it's part of the gotham writers workshop.

will and grace is on right now. and for some reason stephen decided that tonight he wants to watch this. then again, i haven't really been home on a thursday.

ya know what gets me? is that ben thinks that i have a crush on brendan and that i like him. uh... no. i mean, i like him as a person, we get along rather well. BUT that doesn't mean that i like him, ya know? we do have this weird chemistry thing. it works. but it works on the friends mode. isn't it funny how brendan thinks i like ben and ben thinks i like brendan. they keep pawning me off.... damn them. heh.

alrightie... i should be reading some sort of book out there. possibly all quiet on the western front or memoirs of a geisha. technically i'm reading both. i hate when i do that, but sometimes it's necessary. you just kinda have to. anyway, i'm taking off... see ya.