esp. to go to work.

i'm suppose to be giving blood today, but i decided to pass, cause well, i just don't feel like it. i'll go next tuesday. it works out better that way, i think. unless i'm in worse shape next tuesday.

i'm in that emotionally drained stage. like i just feel worn out. blah. blah. blah. today wasn't too bad at work though. i'm going through one of those "what am i going to do for the rest of my life" crises, like i went through in college. i swear... it's the 3 year thing. cause it happened my junior year in college. and this would be like my junior year at work. i think i just get worn out after 2 and a half/3 years. ya know? oh well.

so i think i'm going to go to barnes & noble and pick up the books that i need for my class. i hope that i stick with this online class. it seems like everyone is so advanced already. just from the message board thus far. i feel young and incompetent. but i'll stun them, don't you worry. heh.

what is it about chef boy r dee that's just good? i mean, meat ravs in a can. sounds gross. tastes good. is it just me? i guess that i like crappy food. i don't know. i had the best teriaki chicken sub at lunch today. it ws so fantastic.

i think something is wrong with the cavity that got filled last april. my tooth is killing me every time i eat on that side of the mouth. or maybe not every time... but enough times... ya know?

ugh. i'm so exhausted. i almost don't even want to go to bn tonight. esp. since stephen is not around currently. but i feel like i should and that i need to. maybe i'll meet a cute boy there. yeah, right.

okee, off i go.