speaking of work... i can't stand when people call in sick. i mean, i understand and all... but some people are constantly sick. jenn being one of them. and when jenn is gone... kristen does her work. which is not fun on mondays considering i also have the philips recon to do. ugh. and with that recon, i get all the info... and all rob says is "see, it wasn't bad... you thought it was going to take more time" but i don't think he understands that i work hard to find what i need. i try to understand everything before i bring it to him. ugh. i just don't think he understands everything that we do. and how underappreciated we feel.

so anyway... yeah, work, home, eat, watch boston public, update diaryland, and then who knows. probably read more of what color is your parachute?. that's my guess anyway. and considering that it's right after this... i really have no idea. everything is going to be difficult i have a feeling. with the job switch and stuff. i hear about janice's position tomorrow. which will more than likely go to julie. as it should, considering she's been on the account. i almost want to thank janice for giving it to her. ya know? i just don't know who to go to for a resource anymore. cause everyone knows how unhappy i am there. yet, i want to make sure that i have explored every tunnel within mellon before i move on. maybe i have or maybe i haven't. it's so frustrating.

i can't stand calista flockhart. i don't know what it is about her that i don't like... i just don't like it. she's rather thin... relatively not funny... and decently unattractive. not that any of those things matter, but they help shape why i don't like her. ugh. or maybe i'm just too hard on it. who knows.