so why am i watching it right now?

i really don't know. hold on. alright. now i'm on vh-1 where there is a "movie that rocks" on. i'm not sure which one it is. oh wait... it's the def leppard story. love def leppard. the drummer just lost his arm and is now in the hospital.

anyway... so last night we all went to lace's and had little treats and game night. we played taboo, pictionary, and scattegories. love the scattegories. that's fun. taboo was pretty fun too. love taboo. everyone got into it. pictionary on the other hand... that was a bit intense. it was very competitive. and it's really frustrating when you try to draw sweden and people are guessing cookies. or something of the like. cause you can see what you're drawing plain and simple. oh well. i can tell you... i am not a drawer. and i'm not great at guessing either.

it's snowing here. or it was snowing rather. i didn't even know it was suppose to snow. it was this morning when i heard a shovel outside. and i was in bed. and all i was thinking was... "no, please God, tell me it didn't snow." if you can't tell... i'm not a big fan of snow. at all. maybe when i was a kid it was somewhat fun. but now... no. esp. since we don't get "snow days" from work. ugh.

my stomach is upset. again. it seems like lately that my stomach is always upset. i don't know why. ugh. well, i just made myself a buffalo chicken sandwich. that could be it, i suppose, although i think that the chicken was good. maybe it wasn't. who knows.

i really don't feel like doing anything today. i think i might just sit here and read and work on my collabs or something. i just want time by myself. and i have it right about now. with stephen at the gym. so that's good. i really should just move out. even though he is currently unemployed, i think i'd be happier living on my own. maybe. just maybe. who knows. i think with my heart too much... cause i don't want to leave him stranded. i'm really hoping that he moves home or something. but i don't think that's an option. i don't know.

anyway, i'm going to work on the collabs, again.