i ended up waking up at 3am or 315 rather, sneezing and coughing. and i just tried to tell myself "go back to bed, you won't notice once you fall asleep" ha. to think that actually worked. it ends up that i never really fell back to sleep. well, not until about 7 or so. which really doesn't matter cause my alarm goes off at 8am. icks. ugh. so needless to say, i was exhausted today. AND i had to stay late. 3 nights in a row. rob better not bitch about me getting overtime, because i've been doing favors for everyone. ugh. he gets so grr. about things. and it really aggravates me. but i'm not going to get into it cause i don't feel like being angry right now. ya know?

so i talked with cathy and deirdre today about the analyst position. i think it went well. but i do think that someone def. has an edge over me. just cause she's within the team and she knows the accounts. so i don't blame them if they hire her for the position. it's almost as though it would be wrong to hire me. ya know? maybe i would feel anymosity (sp?) if i were hired instead of her. but who knows. i need a change. definitely.

i even talked to janice about it. i talked to her about everything really. anything that was bothering me. and of course the whole rob thing came up and she's all "i know exactly what you're coming from" and it's just so frustrating cause you have to just let it go. there's no way around it. cause if you bring it up to him or anyone... he'll make your life a living hell. but whatever. it was really nice to talk with janice. i miss her. she's my supe. and i love her. :) okay, i sound cheesey, but she really does rock.

i hate colds. i hate being cold. and i hate having a cold. it stinks. smells. really bad. ugh. oh well. luckily i'm not one of these people that is like a hypochodriac. did i even get that word right? maybe i did. maybe i didn't. you know what i'm talking about.

anyway, that's it for now. oh, and i have friday off. yippee!!!