i vented to alia and lacey last night which turned out to be good. but i feel bad because i always feel like i'm venting to them about something. ya know? but they're like "no, it's alright, vent away, we all do it" so that's a good thing. i love my girls. but i went on and on and on. and they kinda agreed with me and were then quiet at other times. like, i don't care if they disagree with me at all, i'd rather just make sense out of everything with him. ugh. oh well. i'm not wasting my time anymore. i think i'll look into moving out. either into an apt or into a condo. i would love to do a condo, but with the downpayment with that, it might be a little weird. PLUS who knows if i want to move away at some point or another. ah well. i just wish things were easy, ya know? i suppose they're not.

so last night was our first ever game night. which turned out to be somewhat successful sorta. not really, since there were only the three of us and lacey's roomie, aaron. it was fun, though. we played uno... and then scattergories and then back to uno. that was crazy. it was like midnight or 1230 when we stopped with uno. that round seemed like it was going on forever and ever. i just wanted the damn game to end. yes, yes. but it was fun. we just need more people. we didn't get around to pictionary or to taboo. taboo is the best game ever, i swear. but hopefully next time when we have more people it'll be a good time.

little by little i'm starting to feel more refreshed or something. i think hanging out with the girls helped a bit. at least to take my mind off other things. or something. what would i do without them. ugh.

i really can't wait to go on our vacation. to the bahamas. yes yes, next week at this time, we will be on a plane. down to atlanta. and then switching over to orlando. i really really cannot wait. this is so a much needed vacation. especially now. people don't understand, but it really will be an awesome time away from it all. gosh, i really can't wait. so for a week or so there will be no updates on this diary. just to let people know. just in case.

is it just me or do you also dig the song "hero" by enrique iglesias(sp?). i totally love that song. it's one of those that you just feel through your heart when you sing. it almost, like, overtakes your body or something. geesh.