my writing strength is thesis papers. i can write those with my eyes closed. maybe because of my grueling professors in college. or at least to my professor for communication arts. although terri hasseler was also a hard teacher. but she was more into the whole as long as you believe that's the way it is... and you have evidence to back it up, then you're good. professor presscott for communication arts was almost like... this way or no way. so that's kinda hard. esp. for english. in which, generally, you have the ability to run wild with your ideas. or at least there is no wrong or right answer.

and i want to get back into my writing again. i usta be an avid writer. i loved it. every week we had to read a book and think of a thesis and defend it. i loved it. people thought i was nuts. i also took fiction writing workshop which was completely different than any writing that i have done for a long time. it was a struggle. but by the end, i felt comfortable. i could share my ideas freely.

so here i am, contemplating on joining a collab. at least one. i figure i should join one. see how that goes, and then go from there if i like it or not. ya know? the only thing is... which one?