i had a dream in between the sounds of my alarm this morning. at least, that's when i think i had it... cause evan and jared (or whatever their names are)... the guys that sing "i'm crazy for this girl"... were in my dream.

they were singing. there were a bunch of people there. pretty much split down the middle of guys and girls. maybe a few more girls than guys... but whatever. and evan and jared were singing their song and then some suggested that they bust into eve 6's "inside out" so they did... and then the lights went out.

and that's when things got interesting. or at least thought provoking for when i woke up this morning. there was a girl next to me wearing a bikini with shorts. and she decided to take her shorts off and roll to her side, in which i noticed she was wearing a thong bikini and had a tattoo right above her ass towards the left, right where the strap goes over. it was a black tattoo... with little stars. i don't remember anything else... except for the fact that i decided to kiss it. yes... i kissed it. and not a peck... but not slobbering either. and she enjoyed it. so i decided to kiss her left boob... while her bikini top was on. and i apologized to her for being so forward. she said that she didn't mind... and in fact to take her top off so that i would be in direct contact with her boob. but i said i couldn't because i was aprehensive about doing so.

that's really all i remember about the dream. i just find it interesting, cause i enjoyed myself while the dream was going on. but i don't ever get these feelings during the day or anything.

maybe there's some deep deep deep down feeling. i really don't know. does this make me bicurious? i've never really had a dream about being intimate with another female at all. so why now?

and for the record, people who don't know me and are reading my diary for the first time, i have absolutely no problem with bi, bicurious, lesbians, gays... nothing at all. in fact my roommate is gay. maybe the dream is nothing and i'm trying to figure out something that's nothing. who knows.