so now that i decided NOT to have gone to the philly show this past friday... i wish that i did. only cause i want to hang with my peeps again, plus it'd be majorly cool just to travel that far to a train show. or to any show for that matter. now i just can't wait til sunday. i need to hang with them more. i just wish i didn't have two bridal showers that day.

i picked my parents up at the airport on saturday night at like midnight or so. they had a great trip. they didn't stop talking the whole way back. now i just can't wait for my trip to vegas. they got me a two shot glasses. one from the m&m place and one from sedona. a clip for my hair made out of bronze metal looking thing. it's pretty and looks like it comes from arizona or new mexico or something. that southwestern look, i suppose. AND they got me a shirt of a gecko from grand canyon. the gecko changes from the color of the shirt to green/reddish. it's pretty cool. i totally dug it.

i realized that i like saying dig... in the sense of interest. i.e. i totally dig this song. i don't know. it's kinda retro-ish but not that popular retro. kinda that lame thing... but i dig using the word dig. yeah, i'm a dork.

then sunday it was mother's day at my sis' house. it was fun. jon's sister brought her child, alexandra. it's amazing... i look at jamie (jon's sister) and she's a child herself... i can't believe that she's a mom. she's only 21. i'm not condemming her... it's just hard to look at her face and realize she has a child.

work today wasn't terribly bad... except for the going back to work after a long weekend disease. that ALWAYS stinks. but you can also use it as an excuse for not getting things done super fast cause you need to get things situated. so... whatever. i also chatted with my contacts a bit. bill genest from putnam. i've been trying to get him to be personable. and FINALLY kids, i think it happened. fantastic. he's a nice kid. i wonder if he's cute... cause he sounds kinda cute. he also sounds like there's a chic in the picture. i could be wrong.... but i don't care... cause i truly only flirt with michael now.

michael.

i have no idea what's going on between us. i'm scared to make another move... and i have a feeling he's the same way. or maybe it's just me. i did, over email, ask if he wanted to hang again... and he said sure. it just didn't seem like he wanted to. who knows. i had a talk with deb last night over im about the whole deal. but i think i told her more than i wanted to.

anything else happen today that i need to inform people of? hmmm... not really. i had a good convo with janice about random stuff... like, about her trip and what she did... and about my job search. which is kinda weird right now. like, i could go to fiduciary control no problem.... but i don't know if i WANT to go there. hmm. i guess i'll figure it out sometime. hopefully sooner than later.

so, that's my life in a nutshell