anyway... i'm eating my lunch now. it's not that great. i went down to the pasta thing and got the chicken with sundried tomato sauce. i think it's just plain tomato sauce, but i could be wrong. it's definitely unflavorful either way.

so, lori got the position under natalie. the same position that natalie told me she needed to interview so many externals and internals. but apparently, that doesn't matter anymore. it just annoys me. i'm glad lori got the job, cause she's great and a hardworker and blah blah blah, but i don't need to be lied to. it's a waste of time. you might as well must have told me that i shouldn't even talk with you, ya know? so i called deb ryan again to see if she wanted to set up a time to talk. i hope that she does, cause i don't know if i can take this job anymore. it's just dragging me down as of late.

but that's really all i wanted to post about. i think michael and i are meeting on saturday. it should be interesting to say the least. but i think i'm ready, cause i think we truly may be good together. there's a lot that we don't have in common, but for some reason i always feel the need to talk to him and to think about him. and i think he does the same. we're gonna play it safe. do a dinner and a movie type deal. see what happens, ya know?

ugh... anyway, back to work.