ever get that feeling? like you really don't have anything to do or look forward to. you just feel done. maybe not satisfied, but you're done nonetheless. oh well. that's how i feel now.

i did, however, email susan todino down in hr. dave crowley told me to do it a while ago. but i never got off my lazy ass and did it. ya know? i suck. but i'm ready for change. i got my promotion, i can ask for more money... i'm ready to leave. i still like the people here, but i really don't think that they can hold me at this position anymore. they usta be able. but i don't think so any longer. then again, i've been saying that for years. oh well. so far i haven't found an opportunity where someone will pay for me to travel and have fun. i don't know why, but they're just not around. it stinks. hmmmm.... i guess i'll have to figure something out.

on a brighter note, i think that my friend tracy and i may be heading back to chicago. i found airfare and hotel for $365 total per person. i personally find this to be an excellent deal, however, my friend does not. i don't really know how. cause airfare alone would be about 200 i'm guessing. so 165 for 3 nights, i consider to be great. ugh. i understand that people are not millionaires, but sometimes you have to make an exception. how annoying. oh well. seems like i can't win.

everything else is fine. stephen broke up with tom, but i doubt you'd be able to tell if i didn't tell you. frank had fun at the cactus club and he still thinks that jess is cute. i finally read another chapter of harry. it's snowy/slushy here. and i had a great nights sleep. my bed was so comfy this morning, i didn't ever want to get up.