anyway, weight watchers went basically as i thought it would. i maintained. which i am not thrilled about. but at least i was expecting it and that i didn't gain. i need to start measuring my success on other things. like people telling me that i am looking better. did i even tell you? both maria... AND dom said that i was looking good. i was so thrilled. esp. dom only cause guys don't generally notice anything unless it's somewhat drastic. ya know? but... he noticed. so that's good. :) plus i just feel a lot better, health wise. i did take something to heart this week that someone at work said to me. it wasn't said in a bad way, but of course, being the sensitive girl that i am, took it personally. or something like that. and i just remember coming home and being miserable. and i nibbled a lot. that, i think, was a slip for me. once i start nibbling, i can't really stop. but... now at least i realize it and can notice when i do it again. i think i will take up the advice of writing down what you are feeling when you eat. some people are stress eaters, etc. i don't think i am, but maybe i am a person that eats when they feel threatened in some way. i don't know. we'll see.

besides that, i got my haircut yesterday. woo hoo. it doesn't look much different. just an inch off the bottom. and it's layered again, but it doesn't look any different really. so we'll see. and of course my hairdress picked out my gray hairs again. she thinks it's stress. who knows. i just know that i got more gray hairs in the past couple months than i have in the past couple years. :( oh well

about a boy is on. i love this movie. it's great. the book is darn good too. if you want to pick it up... it's by bruce hornby. it's funny. random. but funny. i think i'm going to finish in her shoes today. i should. i've been reading it for ages it seems. since like november or something. why am i not done yet? ack. oh well. um.... yeah, so i only have 32 more pages in it, so it should be no problem. :)

and then back to work tomorrow. i'm dreading it. there was something that i overlooked. and the client pretty much caught it. granted it's the actual team's responsibility to resolve it, but i should have caught it. oh well. not looking forward to that. i hate when it's like i'm disappointing others. i feel like i'm treading water just to stay in the game sometimes. oh well.