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i just can't take anymore, this life of solitude


24 Jan 03
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it's been 2 days since i last wrote in here? why does it just seem like yesterday.

well... i finally made a doctor's appointment. i haven't been in ages. i can't even tell you how long. i can't wait. not looking forward to stepping on that scale... but... i think it will be a good thing in the long run. i really don't want to keep going on how i'm going. i need to get in shape. and have a plan on how to get there. who knows i could even have high cholesterol or a mild heart condition, or something.

there are times in which i feel like i have a loss of breath. as though my heart stopped beating for a half second. that scares me. i'm not sure if it's normal... but i get scared when it happens.

so there's that. and then work has been keeping me pretty busy. i feel like i have looked at and solved so many issues that i can't even name them all. but at least their solved? i guess that's a good thing.

got the brows waxed tonight. i had some chic named demietra. she was alright. there was something about her that i didn't really like, but she did a pretty good job on the brows. so i can't really complain. i love getting the brows waxed. it's such a wonderful thing. ya know what i'm saying? i just feel so clean. ah....

and tonight i went to target after work and picked up some stuff. including shampoo, a shower head massager, and degree. AND... the most exciting (for me, anyway), i bought i new pot and some potting soil and a transplanter shovel thing. i needed to give valerie (my oldest plant) i new home. she's so overdue. it's not even funny. i feel awful. bad plant mother that i am. i am hoping that she'll like her new home. i think i'm going to replant her tonight. cause tomorrow just doesn't come soon enough. i'm go downstairs and do it because who cares if the basement gets dirty, ya know what i'm saying? i can't wait.

and tough enough was on last night. the season finale. tough enough was such a guilty pleasure for me the past couple months. it's so awful.... but i just loved it. and i was so super happy that matt made it in. that's the only one of the finalists that i really really liked. so i'm glad that he made it. jamie was voted off by the American viewers. which sucked. i liked her. i wish she at least made it to the final four. i just hope that it was legit... i mean... being the only girl to make it to the final episode... that's great in itself. but it would have been nice to see a female win too. okay, enough talk about it. ha. i could go on and on and on.

anyway, instead of doing that, i think that i am going to be attending to valerie. talk to ya later.

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