so we're one member short on team cigna. it's a scary thing. scary for some more than others. i'll just keep it as someone was terminated today. no one's ever terminated. so this is a big deal. that's all that i really can say. granted the only person who truly would be questioning who and why is heather. and i would love to tell her... but... i really can't. so...

besides that things were alright. my mind was just somewhere else the entire day today. kinda expected, but whatever.

now i'm watching boston public. it's decently good. i just wish that i was here by myself. i like having the place to myself. it's not terribly fun to have someone here as well. by the time the lease is up, i'm going to have a new place to live. yippee. hopefully. keep your fingers crossed. and kick me in the butt as soon as i falter. thanks.

alright.... i'm going to go and do something constructive. i really don't know what that would be, but i'll figure it out sooner or later. hopefully more sooner than later.