this week has not been a good week for work at all. at all. it started out bad both mornings. meetings with dom. both in which i am to blame. one issue much bigger than the other. at least in my eyes it is. but then again there are issues up the wazoo. i just don't know what to do anymore. ya know? i'm feeling very deceived by everyone here. and i really don't know who i can trust and who i can't. and that goes for everyone. on my team anyway. the ones that affect me the most.

so today alia and i went to dipietros and i got a mug rootbeer thing a mahoo and it has the expiration date of august 5. hee. it's my birthday. it put a smile on my face. as lame as that is. it really did.

okay, so i'm lame. what's up with that?

alright.. time to leave.