ugh, i haven't been at my computer in a while. and everytime that i am, i really don't feel like updating. i go through slumps. i've learned this.

i guess you just have to roll with the punches. to be honest with you, i really don't even want to update right now. but i am, cause i haven't.

does that make sense?

last night was sushi for kim. it was good. heather can tell you how yummy it was. the soup that i got was super super spicy. i think probably the spiciest soup that i've had in my entire life. and i've had spicy soup. oh yes i have. but it was good. and i drank lots of water. and i got seaweed salad and also some um.... some.... panfried noodle thing with chicken. it was really good. and i tried some sushi that people ordered. it was just fun to go and hang out with these peeps. cause i don't do it too often. and soon kim is going to be leaving. and that's going to be sad. very sad.

today i had lunch with janice. it was kinda weird, but not that bad. like, i almost feel like we didn't have anything to talk about. but we did. we didn't talk about work too much, cause i didnt want to delve into it. she's really close with the people that are annoying me right now... so i couldn't really talk about it too much. although i did have a couple mentions of rob, cause everyone knows i can't not talk about the guy.

and now, i think i'm going to read the tender land by kathleen finneran. or tonight i'm going to anyway. and it would be so splendid if stephen didn't return home until after i went to bed. that would be so nice. but, i can't get my hopes up. ya know?

i should really move out. not just cause of that but cause of the vandalism that has gone on within the complex and the surrounding area. cars have been broken into. and the other day the dumpster was set on fire. so not cool. so i've been thinking of moving out cause of that.

alright, i'm off. like a prom dress.