so today, i sent an email to dom asking if we could talk tomorrow about stuff. he responded back saying... we can talk today. the only problem with that is that i wouldn't have time to collect my thoughts and have them come out how i want them to come out. so we are meeting tomorrow, hopefully. he never responded to that email, but i'm sure he's aware of things. ya know?

but i can't complain too much because he bought me a harry potter wall calendar. yippee. gotta love him for that.

so i'm at least content with the fact that i brought up the fact that i'm going to bring up things. ya know? cause the email is out there, it stirs some curiousity... i can't really go back. i came home today and made a list of the things that i want to say and/or change about my job. so that it will make me more happy. cause i think that everyone and their mother knows that i'm completely discouraged about the whole job ordeal. ah well.

i really feel drained again. from the weather and from my job. ugh. this season is so frustrating. it's year end and it's winter and miserable. why can't this misery be strewn around rather than kept within a couple of months. ya know what i'm saying?

so, yeah, that's my life. i think we'll be seeing kevin by the end of this week. oh yeah!