work has been work lately. something has really been bothering me and i'm not sure what it is. ya know? like, i know it's my job that's really putting a thorn in my side, but i don't know what it is about the job that is really upsetting me. i discussed things through email with janice. i probably didn't make any sense to her at all... but she listened anyway. i think she knows what i'm going through, and also agrees that it is a tough situation. esp. since the job market totally blows right now. so, who knows. now janice knows how i feel. she thinks i need to talk to dom... or rather it wouldn't hurt if i did talk to him. i just feel that he doesn't listen when i do talk to him. or he does... but there's no progress that's made. i don't know. i'm just really unhappy about my job right now. and i need a change.

but it's the weekend and who cares about work? i'm extremely tired tonight. i just want to go to bed. do my laundry and go to bed. i think that could work. and finish about a boy i must finish it this weekend. it's a promise to myself. why is it so difficult for me to finish a book? and it's a good one at that.

anyway, that's really all for now. til next time