so now i shall begin memoirs of a geisha. if you're an avid reader, though, you'd know that i have started this book a while ago. but then i put it down and figured i would read it when i was ready for it. i guess now is the time. i reread chapter one. and began chapter two. i'm on a roll. i just need to finish it.

i met up with alia today at barnes & noble at the north shore mall. it was very quiet. i felt like we couldn't even talk in the cafe, but we did anyway. we talked about last night. how james turned out to be a jerk, and how christina didn't say anything about it and just was oblivious to the whole fact. ah well. i suppose it happens.

while we were sitting there talking, this guy walked by with his little baby boy cropped in his left arm. it was a cute little baby. he seemed to get a kick out of me. gave me that toothless smile and those little baby sounds that sound like they're excited. he was just a cutie and all i could think about was... in 8 or so months, i'm going to have a nephew or neice that's just as cute. oh my. i can't wait. i never thought that i would be so excited. :)

i can't wait to develop my film now. for some reason i'm really dying to get these pics back. i need to show people who kevin is. kevin the bartender. and pics of the shamrock. yippee. go shamrock. i wish i took a picture of john the bouncer though. i don't have a pic of him. he's a nice guy though. he got us in early, even though mr. asshole bouncer said "why can't they wait in line with everyone else?" um... cause we're cooler than you, that's why. grrr. oh well.

i think i am satisfied with the color of my hair if i look at it in the bathroom. everywhere else i kinda get a little distraught over it. or most places anyway. like in club bathrooms or the bathroom at the diplomat. you couldn't even see a difference. that irks me.

i can't wait to buy holiday cards and sign them and mail them. for some reason i love that. holiday cards. usually it's the whole snowman thing. i love snowmen. snowmen for the winter and ghosts for halloween... just love them!!!

anyway, um... i'm going to relax a bit.