i didn't have my v8 today. damn. i'll be walking sideways for a while. or at least until tomorrow when i have it again. heh. don't ask me how i got hooked on v8 it came kinda randomly i suppose. but when i realized i was having 2 full servings of vegetables with one little bottle, i figure nothing could go wrong. it's all good, i suppose.

one thing that i haven't really done since about mid july was read. why? no idea. for some reason i can't fit it in to my life. which is an obvious lie, cause i should MAKE time to read. hmm.... right now i'm still with arthur golden's "memoirs of a geisha". that i borrowed from alia well before i started hanging with her. will i ever learn? apparently not. and i enjoy reading. so i really have no excuse. maybe i just need to find a kick ass book, although "memoirs of a geisha" is suppose be superb.

i just watched the last half hour of blind melon's behind the music. i didn't even know there was a blind melon behind the music. and if you weren't sure, then you know now... there is a blind melon behind the music. it was pretty disturbing. hearing about all the drugs that shannon hoon took part in. it's almost scary. and i thank my lucky stars that i am not a drug addict.

i went to marshall's tonight to find a shiny shirt for the neil diamond concert on tuesday. no luck. i was going to go shopping tonight, but as always... no... i didn't. i just didn't feel like going. esp. when originally, when i first got home, stephen wasn't here. i love having the apt. to myself. so i changed into my jammies and called it a night.

i could really go for a back massage right now. a message and a cold draught beer. mmm.... that is what i want? i normally go to the purple shamrock with my girls on thursday, but we decided to not go. to save money. and to just plain out give it a rest. i adore kevin. and the bouncers. and even some of the regulars. but when you need a rest, you need a rest.

um. yeah. rest. sounds good right now. must iron. and then rest.

night night.