photo courtesy of waterstain
God bless. that's all i can, or really want to say. it's been almost a week since the terrorist attacks. and each day since then i have revisited the thoughts, sights and sounds from that day. i'm still confused and frustrated. and i don't know how to think. cause i can't believe that people can have so much hatred in them to do something so horrible to so many people. i can't comprehend that. thus, i just don't get the whole thing. like, i'm angry and i'm aggravated. and i'm almost upset that i am alive while innocent people have died. but yet i know i can't just stay here and feel awful forever. i need to live my life. change it for the better. love more. hate less.
there has been a lot of hate in the past week as well. but i think it's channelled in horrible directions. to the innocent people in america who are of middle east descent. who probably have come here to escape the harsh world that they knew long ago. and to get a better life. but yet, people hate them. cause of the people involved in the terrorist attacks... whomever that might be. it's awful. and as unjust as the attacks.
maybe i sound crazy right now. but that's how i feel.