i haven't updated in a while. things have been kinda quiet and kinda not. but it was HOT out the past couple days. hot, humid, and hazy. those wonderful 3 h's that people in new england love to through around. what's the deal.

i had my little review with janice. it went okay, i guess. the only thing that she really talked about was the fact that she's noticed that i haven't been totally "in it" lately. which is true. and i couldn't really explain to her why. or maybe i didn't want to explain to her why or something. i don't know. it's one of those things where you figure it out later on your own. i'm gonna miss janice. i really am. so, that's really all she talked about. she didn't think there was anything else that i needed to strengthen or whatever. i'm just not totally "in it". which is true. and i didn't take offense at all.

my feelings right now are so mixed. with everything. not just work, but everything. my friends, family, social life, roommate, commute, everything. i don't know why... but it's just all annoying me.

it finally rained last night and today. i love when it rains and breaks the humidity. i mean, it does make things miserable for a bit, but it's so worth it.

emotions are like the weather. like i know some people that are sunny... some who are rainy... some who are partly cloudy... and some who are partly sunny. and for some reason the rainy people in my life always bring me down. i'm thinking of one in particular that heather knows about. ugh... this person just aggravates me cause she's unbelievably mood... but then i feel guilty. how annoying.

good news, though. well, kinda. greg gave his two weeks. wahoo. greg's gone in two weeks. it will be more work for the team, esp. with janice leaving, but it will be refreshing to not have the aggravation of him anymore. oh, i think i even forgot what it's like to not have him hanging around. it's been a year, ya know.

i got my brand spankin' new barnes & noble mastercard in the mail today. fantastic. a new credit card. i cut up my american express in little tiny pieces. i'm so done with that one. the one thing i hate about credit cards is that i never sign them the way that i normally sign things. so it's like when i need to sign a sales slip thing, i have to think about how i signed it on the card, rather than signing how i normally sign, only cause i need them to know it's me. oh well. but i love my new card. it's cute.

alia, christina, and i will be going over to liberty travel on monday to book our cruise to the bahamas. i'm excited. i haven't been on a cruise yet. hee hee. as long as there are cute boys, i'm so there. it will be nice to just get away from the work-a-day world. yay.

oh... i probably shouldn't even be telling the world this... but guess who i'm seeing october 2 at the fleet center. just guess.... such a guilty pleasure... neil diamond. yes. neil diamond. i'm going to see neil diamond. sorry... i dig cracklin' rosie among others. i couldn't resist. and when lisa said she'd go... well... i bought tickets.

i can be a dork sometimes. but neil diamond rocks, i'm sorry.