i'm not on a porn site, so who cares?

anyway, i'm really just not happy today, and i don't know why. i think i'm just fed up with what's going on right now. i can't stand my job anymore and i'm feeling it more than ever now. i was driving to work today when i thinking... i would really love to just quit my job right now and go to the cape and work there for the summer, then come back and find a new job. that would be nice, huh, kids? yeah. but due to lack of funds, i don't really think that's possible, ya know? plus i have obligations... at the very least to stephen... and half the rent and the phone bill and the cable. oh well. we can't all win, i guess.

but we can dream.

i hear bob. he's probably back with richie's slush. he always loves to rub it in my face that he went out with the gang to get richie's slush but didn't get me any. oh... little tom next to him, he got some... but oh.. not me. of course not me. why not me?

i don't know.

but it pisses me off.

and i'm never taken seriously when it does piss me off. i can complain to the high heavens, but i'm considered a bitch when i do. oh... he got some for everyone. how nice. everyone but me. even pookie. not me, though.

i want to quit.