anyway, ya know how things just catch you on a bad day? and things just suck? and you think that things just suck? i don't know. i think i'm paranoid. i really have this fear that everyone is talking about me and doesn't like me. such as making a mistake. a couple times over... and you're not the one that caught it. it is just annoying, because then i feel that people feel that i'm incompetent even though i just made a mistake. i didn't look at something as closely as i should have. argh. it stinks. oh well. but then again, maybe people don't care. i don't know. but since i care about missing it, i put myself in the supe/mgr position and think of how i would feel in their position. and honestly.... i'd be pissed. cause it was such a dumb mistake. but whatever... i think i'm just getting too worked up about it. we all make mistakes, right?

whatever... but tonight... the amazing race is on tv. and i'm going to watch... as long as i get home by 930, i'm gonna be happy. for some reason i'm addicted to that show.

alrightie... it's almost time to go.