which reminds me that i should to that at work. or something. try it at another computer. although i'm not sure if work is going to block something like that. because it can be really annoying sometime. one day it's not blocked, the next day, it is blocked. argh.

but i really have all day to see what's going on. one of these days bill will have the time to sit down with me and go over what i should be doing, how i should handle the team, and areas that i need to focus on. right now... i'm just running reports and handing them out to the team. yippee. here's your report... figure it out. ya know? half the time i really think that the specialists don't even look at the reports and they hand them back to me. and while that's not that great... i deal. one of these days i'll feel comfortable enough with everyone and then i'll get what i want (or need rather) from them.

ah well. tonight i got the eyebrows waxed. yippee. they're decently thin now. they're actually thinner than normal. but i wanted it that way. it works. ya know? it's been since the end of june that i got the brows waxed. thank God that they're done finally, though. i feel so free.

okay... so the girl that did my eyebrows is named rhea. she's cute. i didn't like her at first cause she seemed kinda pissed off from her previous customer. and while she was looking at the sheet, trying to figure out who her next client was (me in this case) i kept saying to myself "please don't let it be me". but then she's like "kristen? come with me" so i go... and she's cool. nice. she's cute. and i'm not saying that i'm attracted to her... but in a way i am. i don't know. like if i were bi or whatever, i think she'd be the girl that i would go for. make sense? i don't know. the thought has gone through my mind... but i don't think i could actually go through with it... ya know? oh well... whatever. she does a decent job on brows though... so i might go back to her.

so today was the first time that i put my business card into one of those "win a free lunch" things at restaurants. it was at panera... so i'm sure there were tons of mellon cards in that fishbowl. i feel so important now. i have business cards. even though it isn't such a big deal. ya know? maybe i will actually win something. as long as i keep putting my cards in those buckets, i up my chances. right?

janice leant me jane green's jemima j. finally i jumped on that band wagon of the jane green books. it seems like everyone and their mother has read at least one of the books. or maybe it's just the people that i hang around with. who knows.

so right now i'm going to go read or something... see ya later kids.