being sick really stinks. and i'm trying to tell myself that i'm not sick, so that i won't feel sick... but i don't think it's working. esp. since my ears are unbelievably blocked right now. i can barely hear anything.

so i had the last two sudafed pills and the second to last two day quils. ugh. which means, i must go to target and buy more. which i did. and i only bought it there cause i had stuff to return and pictures to pick up. boy were the pictures bad. ick. they were awful. well... i thought so. there's one of me at margaritaville in florida that is just heinous. oh well. i'll live. i do have pics of benny though. so i'm happy. cause he's a cutie.

i still really haven't spoken to stephen. he came home after i went to bed. and left around the same time that i did this morning. so... yeah. what fun. i don't even know what to say to him. i figure i can pay utilites this month... to help him out. but that might make him feel that i'm looking at him as a pity case. oh well. whatever happens... i'll still be sick. bah!

i think next year i will participate in nanowrimo. it just seems like fun, rewarding and challenging all in one. although i don't think that i could write a 50,000 word novel in the month of november. we shall see, though, right? it could happen. maybe i'm doubting myself.

speaking of writing, i haven't even started thinking of my collabs yet. i'm not even sure if i know the topics this month. i mean, i'm sure they ring a bell once i hear them, but off the top of my head, i wouldn't be able to tell you which collab has what topic.

maybe i'll rent a movie tonight. i don't feel like going out anywhere. so if anyone wants to come visit me, that's fine. :) i was thinking of renting michael collins cause kevin said it was good. maybe i will. who knows. last time i was in blockbuster, it was out. someone else liked it. hmmm... or maybe i could go to barnes & noble tonight. alia mentioned something. the only thing is this damn cold. it's that type of cold that your head gets stuffy when you're on your feet or walking around or around a lot of people. that's why i just want to stay put. although bn may be good, too.

anyway, i guess i should go, cause i'm rambling about nothing. although, when am i not.