the trip was great. the cruise was fun, although i didn't realize there would be as many couples and families there as there were. but it was a decent time. we didn't hook up at all. although i could have with this guy stacy from north carolina. he really wasn't my cup of tea. when he asked me to dance i said that i don't dance. and christina, as innocent as she is, said "kristen, you dance... go dance". sometimes it can just drive me nuts, cause i don't think that christina understands that some guys are sketchy and i want to stay away from them. she doesn't get it, and it's annoying. so i ended up dancing with him and christina and alia came up and danced too. it was a decent time, although i felt completely rushed. i felt like i didn't have enough time on the island. and when we took a tour around nassau it was kinda disturbing to see the poverty there. and not only that, but at atlantis, just 5 miles away on paradise island, cheap rooms go for 500 bucks a night. it's just not an enjoyable thing, ya know? it's kinda heartwrenching... and i don't see why people really like to vacation there, but it was a decent time, anyway.

hard rock hotel in orlando was fantastic. there was music 24 hours a day. even underwater in the pool. it was just fabulous, i can't even tell you. we went to city walk everyday. it was fun. we at at margaritaville every night. and had raspberry ritas. and listend to the band play... "blue stone circle" i think their name was. they weren't bad. even though they forgot the words to "3AM" by matchbox twenty. oh well. i guess it happens.

so now that i've come from the warm weather, i want to stay there. i've been thinking about moving more south. not florida, but somewhere in the middle. like maryland or virginia or something. i was thinking about virginia beach. but who knows. it's just crazy. ya know? the economy is bad, yet i'm just dying to get a change. to move out. away from everything. with a different job, doing different things. but i know i never will. only cause i don't have the balls to do so. heh. oh well. i guess i'll figure something out, ya know?

so if i'm thinking of moving, i'm assuming that it would be around february. only cause, well, it may take some research and stuff to figure out everything. ya know? find a job. a place to live. my way around. to get everything together. ugh. it's just crazy. is there an easy way to go about this. on your own? with no one moving with you and not knowing anyone in the area? i want the change. and i want the challenge. but i don't want the hassle. i think that's impossible. maybe it's not. who knows. i'll keep doing my research and keep you updated. word.

hmmm.... what else? well, happy thanksgiving everyone. i'm sure that everyone had a great one. gobble gobble. now it's going to be the holiday season, and let me tell you, i'm really not ready for it. at all. i have no desire to go shopping for people.

anyway, i'm going to go now and read some of my book, about a boy. it's pretty good. anyway, see you all later.