so work today, was work today. i hate when the market's open, but the banks are closed. today and veteran's day. that's pretty much what it comes down to. it's just difficult to figure out what you need to do and what you don't need to do. what's trading and what isn't. ugh. it's all just a headache. and what does it really mean in the end? pretty much nothing. i hate the fact that i think my job is meaningless. it totally just doesn't give me motivation at all. i need to shape my job into what i like to do. i have to. in order to survive there.

the highlight of the day today... taking a long lunch. that's the only good thing about days like these. we were planning on going to on the border in woburn, but that had a 15 min wait and i didn't feel like waiting that long. so we went across the street to joe's. i love joe's. it's good. i got a burger there. i think it was the first time that i've gotten a burger there. it wasn't bad, although it may have needed some spice. ya know? just a little excitement to it.

i leant jess my rented copy of save the last dance tonight. she was thrilled. her roommate wasn't. she was all... "thanks, now i get to watch it over and over again." oh well. she really hates the apartment. more than jess i think. oh well. their building is different than ours. i swear it is. they have different doors or something.

so this past weekend was the whole e! true hollywood story countdown. did you watch it? i apparently watched #1 without even knowing it was rated #1. and if you're all curious about which one it was... it was princess diana. i love e! true hollywood story. i'm so addicted to those shows. i'm psycho like that. yeah.

oh boy, i should head to bed. work tomorrow. again.