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okay.... i did a load of laundry today... cause i'm great. oh, and i made brownies, cause i'm great. and now i'm typing out an entry in this diary, cause guess why? i'm great.... hee hee... i'm also a dork. anyway, so i'm watching this special story on 48 hours about psycho people on the net. it makes me nervous, but so far, the people i've met from the net are fine. well, one was kinda weird, but the others were alright. and my train peeps, which i don't know if you do or do not consider internet people, are the crazy, sexy, cool people of this world. so.. yeah... i don't know. okay... i must comment about the timothy mcveigh situation. first and foremost i want to say that i do not condone anything that he did. i find his actions disgusting and inhumane. and i don't understand how he can sit there with a nonexpression face all the time. he should be fully ashamed of killing and injuring all those people. however, i'm really not a fan of the death penalty. i find it simple. too easy. you just put someone to sleep. AND i don't feel that anyone really has the right to justify the end of someone's life. yes, yes, i know.. HE killed over 150 people. i understand that. but why not keep him alive? i mean, after all, he wants to die. and he wants it to be broadcasted no less. why give him what he wants? why make it easy for him? i don't know... agree or disagree.. but i felt a strong need to release my feeling about the situation. why do gay guys have to sound cute? one of stephen's "hook ups" just called. i've never talked to him before. and he sounds like a doll. ugh... gay guys are always cute. oh well. my mission: to find my man. i don't think it's ever going to happen. i'm kinda tired right now, but i feel like i need to stay up, cause well... i need to read a chapter in drowning ruth and i want to talk to michael. yeah, i know... maybe i shouldn't even bother calling him. but... i feel like i should. cause i haven't talked to him in a while and i miss him. ANYWAY... i'm gonna go and get ready for bed and maybe read... talk to you later